♥ hard to transform my feeling become happy

Today dunnoe why ?
My feeling still very down..
Maybe..is the weather problem..
Damn hot...Damn bored....Haiz..

Today my school can say 'enrich' ^^
Doin homework..chat wif frenz..ate and singing..
Lolz..
Recently aslo dunnoe what happen to myself..
I keep on to ask myself 'what's wrong with me?'
The answer still same......DUNNOE??..haiz..

One thing made me so happy today is..
My dear came to school fetch me to ate my lunch..
Haha....chat wif dear and taked a meal with my dear..
With dear together is one Happy Things....^^

O(∩_∩)O~..hehe..
Dunnoe why? still very conscious..didn't felt sleepy..
But just finish my account tuition,
I immediately felt tired.........
Then i rest on the chair a while and play the poker at rax house..

=skip=
Walau yeh~
Ah Sing teach de add maths more hard for me ady...
I felt very stress and cry..cry...cry...
keep on crying...damn feeling...
Annoying myself...Hate myself.....
So afraid i can followed the study......haiz.......

So hard ! really so hard !
I dun wan to do anything now...
Just wan my dear to soothe me..
Want my dear to accompany me....
But....my dear phone no money ady...
damn sad..haiz....................~~~~（>_<)~~~~ ..
So i just can sleep or watch tv...damn.........

Hard to transform my feeling become happy....
Haiz......